Yesterday, as I was driving back from USM, I started thinking about my mother. I realised that I miss her so much.
When my mother was alive, Christmas at home was filled with joy and happiness. She will be busy buying things for the house, making all the traditional Indian cookies, searching for the best saries, buying for me and my siblings gifts etc. It was a never ending affair. For the past three years since her death, things have never been the same when Christmas arrives. And how much I want it all back but I know that how much I prayed, it is not going to happen. I can only cry over it.
Today, I opened my email and a wonderful friend of mine sent me this video and she brought laughter back in me for Christmas. Deep down in my heart, I know my parents would not want me to be sad on Christmas day so this Christmas, I want to celebrate it with joy and be thankful for the wonderful people around me.
Merry Christmas everyone.